As I've already talked about, I knew very early on that I was a submissive. Sex is very important to me...it can even be an all-consuming endeavor at times. I watch porn, almost daily, and I think about sex all the time.
I've always had a desire for asphyxiation. I asked men to choke me very early on, probably as young as age 16, and I yearned to feel helpless and completely dominated. I got the occasional, high school attempt at a choke and/or an ass slap but nothing more until I met a man while in college.
He unleashed the insatiable need for more and more kinky, rough sex. He slapped my face, spit on my body and face and had rough sex where he would penetrate me deep and hard. I enjoy the idea of bondage more than any other temptation. I desire to be tied up and suspended in many positions. I crave a stern hand that isn't afraid to leave marks all over my body. Temporary pain is such a turn on for me - though I do have a fear of permanent markings. I have a curiosity about knife play. Not being cut or anything but, perhaps, the feeling of a blade tearing my clothes off me and then running across my body while I am blindfolded. My body is quivering just thinking about having my clothes cut off!
Those are a just a few of my late evening hump day thoughts on the kinks I crave. Wow, now I am lying in my bed, wet, waiting for someone to rip this pair of panties off me! Oh dear, where is that sex toy?
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