I am venturing into this world from something far more straightforward. These words are my first steps so I trying to be careful to phrase things appropriately. I'm hopeful of finding strength and wisdom from someone who can take me to the places I only now know in my head. I desire to be a submissive.
The vision in my head is neither finite nor specific. I only know that I am kept both physically and mentally by someone to whom I have wonderfully, hopelessly, purposefully, romantically, and respectfully given power. I welcome the sense of being held, restrained, disciplined and having the ability of speech restricted in glorious and elegant ways.
I desire to be bound, to be told what to wear, to be told what to do and when. Where did these thoughts arise? How is it that I am totally drawn to something that puts me in such a relationship....one where I give myself completely and trust that I'll be respected and desired in return.
This is about connections for me, not mindless sex and punishments. Honestly I do not understand how anyone can thrive solely on that and find fulfillment. I value form, balance and strive for elegance in everything that passes my way. I'm hopeful for a Dominant that is educated beyond what common sense dictates and can see into the world of potentials and possibilities.
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