Friday, May 3, 2013

BDSM Realization

There is no better feeling than meeting someone's needs and be their dream. To not have to worry if I'm doing it right because the instructions and directions are clear. To not have to worry about my limits or fears. I haven't been there yet, but it's why I'm here. 

I was raised by a strong and disciplined woman.  For the longest time, I couldn't understand these feelings.  Finally, I'm at a point in my life where I've accepted the fact that these submissive desires aren't going away.  I know I'm tired of insecure men who flounder around trying to make me happy. Guys who are intimidated by a beautiful woman or ones who would drop their worlds to make me happy. Silly guys.  I'm already so happy. I have a lot to share and give. 

As far as sexuality, I feel experienced but, I'm sad to say, there is sooooo much I haven't done. When I was younger, I didn't want anyone to look at me like a whore...but the cravings were always there. I want a man to guide me, train me and teach me. One who isn't afraid of leading me. I want to be and do everything he's ever wanted. I want him to show me things I've never imagined wanting....

Monday, March 18, 2013