Master, I have thought long and hard, through meditation, of my actions as of late. I have many things I would like to share with you. I love every task you set out for me. Why? Every one is special and just for me. This is calming to my soul. It's as a caress of your hand to my heart.
My behavior on Thursday was unacceptable and ridiculous. All I can do is apologize and bare my soul in this regard.
First of all, I trusted my life with you, that's why I showed.
Secondly, I acted stupidly and ruined your precious plan. My switch personality reared her ugly head and destroyed your perfect moment. How dare I!!! I have since buried her. Never to be seen again. I deserved that punishment and I deserve discipline for stealing your fire. I bow my head in shame for the pain I caused chasing after you. :(
Thirdly, Lord knows I could have expressed my thoughts with much more grace than I did
I thank you for your patience and your ear. I cannot lose you. You are a part of my soul. I cherish all we have and beg for your continued patience and hand in my training.
I pray you sleep well. Tomorrow is another day for me to prove my submission worthy of your guidance...and I am thankful for such!
