I saw this poster online the other day and thought it was so appropriate.
I don't want someone that is anxious. I love the slow, methodical confidence of a true Dominant. I don't want him to have sex with me right away. I want him to use me as his sex toy. I want to role play and be told how to worship his cock. I want to be held in bondage, pinned against the wall and forced to do what he asks....all with calmness, confidence and creativity...without cockiness. Why is it so hard to find one that truly understands how to dominate!
My secret thoughts about living an alternative BDSM lifestyle. I am expressing my erotic fantasy and love of bondage and restraint, submission, discipline and punishment and role play. I hope to find the right caring, dominant man that will teach me more about myself, train me and appreciate my consensual fetish. I desire to learn more from those that read and follow my sexual, psychological and physiological journey.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Thursday, September 20, 2012
My Mind and Soul. I am a Submissive
My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can. I have no secrets from Him...for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly His. Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...and i do not want walls.
His training and lessons are not always ones I would seek on my own, but they are lessons He has decided that I need, and so I learn from Him.
My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be when I kneel naked at His feet. Never a moment goes by when I do not feel His presence, be He miles away or standing over me. If I were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be. The anguish of my soul that I feel when I disappoint Him is harder to bear than any physical anguish I feel.
I am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend His time and energy so freely on me. I have the easier job, to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to Him. O accept His collar and His bondage. I am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously.
I am a submissive woman. I am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that I do not give lightly, and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold. Only to my Master who has that strength, will I give myself fully,
because I am strong and proud.
I am a submissive woman.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Pride and Strength through my Submission
I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship. I am not weak or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life.
I do not seek to serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. I will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will I be more complete than when He is with me. I know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul
with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.
Only in serving Him do I find complete freedom and joy. His discipline may be harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to Him and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought Him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of Our relationship. The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is His, and if He says I am beautiful, then I am. No matter what I look like to others, I am beautiful in His eyes, and because of that i hold my head high.
I seek my Dominant. Where is he?
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